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Art and Soul

072320105690There was a string of days weeks ago when i found myself right smack in the middle of the world of my artist friends.  When i am with them i feel strangely small and yet also oddly held up.  When i think of Rica Bolipata-Santos whose skills as a writer make even her Facebook status updates literary, i feel like less than a dust mite in size.  But when i think on the grace that daily abounds to me in my teeny tiny attempts at writing, i feel like i am sitting on the shoulders of Someone who won’t let me fall.042620103956

When i think of Migs Socorro Villanueva whom i took to calling Renaissance Woman years ago, when i take time to think on the breadth of her skills as an artist in writing and painting (and even in singing) it gives me that grasshopper feeling all over again.  But when i think about the many ways that the Lord has graciously allowed me to dabble in the different worlds Migs’ occupies, i find gratitude swelling up in my heart.  i call myself artist-by-osmosis, their genius rubs off on me.  And i’d like to think, i often pray, that a bit of me rubs off on them too?  i realize how hard it can be to penetrate this world of the artists.  It is a small but rather dedicated bunch of people who, by virtue of what they do, shape culture, influence opinion and plant seeds.  i want to be able to keep entering that world in my own small way with what i do and, most importantly, who i am – my friendship with them, my prayers for them and even my snippets of conversation with them.  i am hoping all those things help to build up to something good, something that results in a movement towards the Great Artist who has created so many masterpieces in these people.

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Ministering to Medical “Ministers”

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“Physician, heal thyself” is easier said than done, isn’t it?  In the vast selection of professions and vocations, doctors don’t have much of a chance to speak of their owns needs and wounds and hurts and pains.  So, when i was asked by pediatric neurologist and friend Dr. Joe Robles and his wife and my friend Ate Noemi Robles  to help them conduct a retreat for 58 of their residents and fellows, the only answer on my lips was “Yes!”

i did not regret that reply.  August 24 began early and (knowing how much of a morning person i am not) i was pleasantly surprised to find myself happy to see the sun rise over the mountains and hills of Antipolo, Cogeo and Tanay, Rizal.  As the SUV weaved it’s way across the road to Pranjetto Hills, my eyes looked out the window and saw what looked like giant chunks of broccoli and vast green carpets that Metro Manila has lost to progress.  i wanted to roll down what separated me from all those oxygen-giving organisms and breathe deeply, especially after what had transpired the night before at Luneta.

082420106265Upon arriving at Pranjetto, my heart leaped with excitement at how the Lord would meet the doctors in this very “conducive” place.  i saw the chairs and spots all over the place and was happy that it all lent itself so easily to Conversations with God.  It was surely going to be a good day.

And so it was, bit by bit, as the doctors arrived and sat in on my talk about Listening Prayer they began to, so to speak, take off their doctor’s gowns and armor of strength.  They began to allow themselves to be, at least for the next two days, “needy” before their Father.  My one encouragement to them was for them to “Be Selfish,” to admit to the Lord and to themselves that although they dispense healing to others, they themselves often need healing too – from the wounds of bearing burdens of such young patients who pass away while under their care, from the enormous physical burden of residency itself.  After what seemed to me like initial hesitation on their part, their shoulders began to relax and smiles began to come over their faces – that and the gift of sleep, which i strongly encouraged them to give in to if that was really what they needed.

Rest, we all need it.  And i suspect doctors need it most.  They are gifted with the vocation of ministering healing to others.  How grateful i was for a chance to minister healing to them myself, even for a day – to invite them to rest in the arms of the Great Physician who can minister to wounds deeper than their physical anatomy, all the way to their very souls.082420106294

And so i came to the end of that day looking out a window only to see this whiff of a rainbow.  “How apt Lord, that You should hold out the reminder of promise
for these medical ministers who need that hope.”

i am aware and am very thankful that i have this privilege of helping the helpers.  So, thank you to all who make it possible for me to do what God has called me to do.  Bless you all even more!

Listening Prayer 101

listening prayer 101 cover slide“Would you pray for me?”  i get asked that a lot and i do so love praying for people.  But you know what i love most about praying for others?  It is the chance to talk to the Father, to connect with Jesus and to fellowship with the Spirit – in essence, to listen to how the Lord wants me to pray for someone, rather than me jumping right in with my ideas of what i ought to pray for.

It’s been quite an adventure but i have been loving this spiritual practice of listening to the Lord in prayer.  i wasn’t always this way.  i’d always believed that Bible reading is when God talks to us and prayer is when WE talk to Him.  But as the years have passed, and as i got introduced to the discipline of listening prayer through the ministry of Living Waters, i’ve come to appreciate the reality that prayer really is talking WITH God not AT Him.

And so, to my utter amazement, i’ve been asked several times now to teach or speak on this subject of Listening Prayer.  Honestly, i truly balk at that thought that people would think i have anything at all to say on the subject.  But i have surrendered to the happy opportunity to share with others from out of my own adventures (and quite a number of misadventures) in Listening Prayer.  My next two chances to speak on this topic are: August 16, Monday, for the GCF Eureka Growth Group in Makati and September 18 for GCF’s Growth Group Leaders Training Conference.  Oh how i NEED YOUR PRAYERS for me to be able to teach and speak well to each of these groups.

i do not for one second believe that such an enterprise can be undertaken apart from the grace and anointing of God.  So, would you pray for me – that i might be filled with the Spirit and help people truly engage with the Lord at the heart and spirit level and not only at the surface?  For that to happen, i need to walk closely with the Lord and be prepared to speak in a way that is specific to each group.  So, your prayers will definitely help my friend.  Thanks!

Thank You for the Happy Pain

071320105667Just a quick shout out of thanks to all upright Filipino Physical Therapists out there faithfully and properly caring for their patients while being paid DIRT CHEAP wages and not being allowed to eat rice (even in the pantry or staff lounge) when they’re on duty.  They deserve better than to be banned from America just because some people (in my opinion) over-reacted to some ALLEGED cheating in some review centers.  Whatever happened to innocent until proven guilty?  Hmp!  i understand the vigilance to protect their citizenry but a total ban for one year?  Whoa…

So, here’s my simple way to say “Thanks Pinoy PTs who serve and help bring healing.  May the Lord vindicate you and grant you a better future.  Amen!”

*i call my 15 sessions of physical therapy Happy Pain because they were points of pain that (hopefully) are inevitably bringing healing to my hamstring injury (suffered last June 21 and hopefully completely healed by early 2011).  Given that i will probably (thankfully?) never know the pain of giving birth, i figure this is the closest i will ever get to happiness in the midst of pain.  =)